Once I found out my ex was cheating on me and I was turned on by it. I would purposely bust my nut quick or make an argument so she would go cheat then she would come back and I would want to have make up sex. She would tell me no however she would offer that I could eat her out to apologize. And I would do just that every time. At one point she was cheating so regular. She stopped going to his house and just went to the park around the corner to meet him. I played dumb for about 8 months. Till she just left me for him. Even after that I’d still beg to …